So while I ponder blogs, writing and such, I am going to take a different approach for the next few weeks. During November I posted images of my adoption experience or about the network of baby brokers that I surrender my child to.
For the next few days/weeks, I am going to embed youtube videos that explain, musically, my adoption experience. These songs will represent the loss, the relationship I had with her father, my feelings at any given moment of reunion or similar.
Feel free to comment on and explain if it hits you and why or ask me a question.
Here is the first installment. It was the song playing on the hospital bed radio the last day I held my daughter in my arms. Â It is chock full of emotions for me both of those times and these times. Â The lyrics have morphed for me over time and mean different things now than they did then. Â Powerful.
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