"I have held many things in my hands, and I have lost them all; but whatever I have placed in God’s hands, that I still possess." – Martin Luther
Is it not considered that important? Do they really â€œloseâ€ it and not care about it?
I find this hard to believe but of course I view it from my perspective of loss. My position where every little scrap of paper, picture, remnant of my daughter is treated like gold.
I have a fire proof box in my house that contains everything. I have carried around that box since the day I lost her and it means as much to me as one of my children. In an odd sort of way, it is my daughter. What little I was allowed to keep and hold on to I did. And I held onto it with a mad fury.
I once misplaced the contents. I had a massive panic attack. Falling over, hit the floor, screaming, crying cannot breathe reaction. My husband, bless his soul, spent hours tearing apart our garage looking for the information. He found it. I calmed down. Came back to reality.
I save AIM conversations, emails, pictures, website addresses, hospital records, adoption surrender forms, my ID from when I was pregnant with her and working at St. Josephs Hospital, pictures of the maternity home. Itâ€™s quite a collection.
And itâ€™s priceless. Just like my daughter.
Again, for this reason I cannot understand how an adoptive parent can tell an adopted child that they donâ€™t have their adoption decree or any papers related to their adoption. That they lost the paperwork or were never given any.
I would think a legal document (it is legal, isnâ€™t it?) like this would be important to keep. In a safe? A deposit box? With your lawyer or something? Or does it mean nothing to the adoptive parents? I ask that seriously. I just donâ€™t know. Is it a useless piece of information never to be needed once you have someone elseâ€™s child in your arms?
I have been helping quite a few adoptees search in recent weeks. Some of my adoptee friends have the decrees and they say things like â€œBABY GIRL ORIGINAL_LAST_NAMEâ€. This original last name can be very helpful in a search.
- Why donâ€™t some adoptive parents have that?
- Does it vary by State?
- Why do some say they got it but the information was blacked out? (Same adoptive parents wonâ€™t produce that blacked out copy for verification).
- Why would an adoptee born in IL and adopted into NJ have differing information than another adoptee born in IL and adopted into NJ? (Where oodles of Easter House adoptees can be found)
- Or, are some adoptive parents, (as I believe and my friends believe) just withholding the information? Are they claiming the dog ate the paperwork so they can avoid accepting the very real fact that their child is indeed someone elses child too?
- Do they really think they are helping the matter by denying their child this information?
- Why do so few adoptive parents realize that helping your child will only bring you closer â€“ NOT farther away. They will respect you because you are showing you respect them.
Where is that paperwork?