The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide that you are not going to stay where you are.â€ – Unknown
So, one of the ways I am going to address my adoption blog conflict is to blog other stuff at another blog. This other blog will be general commentary, thoughts, writings, etc. It will be NAR (not adoption related).
For reasons that are likely silly to most, I dont want to put the address or link here. Write me if you are interested in the addy. Even better, try and find me. LOL. Make it a game of Where's Waldo only call it Wheres Suz? I will be sure to don a red and white striped shirt to make it easier.
Write me at bluestokking at gmail dot com if you want the addy.
(And thank you to all who wrote such kind notes to me on my conflict. I am still struggling with alot but realize now its partly holiday triggers and the fact that I am scheduled to write my daughter again in a few weeks. The anxiety of it is keeping me up at night and making me cry myself to sleep.)
p.s. There are two clues to finding me right in this post. I will award a prize to the first person who comments on the new blog. (Mama2Roo should be so happy! NAR posts from Suz!)