I go mad.

I may have to blog after all.

Despite my lingering health issues (one less serious one I believe I have tackled) that caused me to cease blogging, I find that may be the wrong approach. While it is true adoption distracts me from well, my life, I find it is not necessarily a bad distraction after all.

Since I went on hiatus I have had at least three strong urges to blog about adoption  related topics. I chose not to. Making that decision does not cease the thoughts from running around in my head like feral children lacking language to express themselves. As a result, my adoption related nightmares have returned and are now disrupting my sleeping patterns. Sleep is rather important to my health as well. It appears as if my blog, my writing, is indeed the best form of therapy I can give myself. It rids my body and mind of the adoption toxins. Hence, I am posting this brief update with the intent to post more soon.

As Lord Byron once said, if I don’t write to empty my mind, I go mad.

2 Thoughts.

  1. I love you & don’t want you to go mad!!!! You know that I have also struggled with blogging & the real people right in front of me & the “craziness” inside of me… I haven’t had nightmares but conscious fugue-like states that are almost like Deja vu, I am not too blind to see this past weekend where I spent Easter with my mom, but really wanted to be with mom c, that my “stuffed” and feels i have intentionally invalidated, are becoming unstuffed & making me sit up & take notice. Be well, dear friend. Sending you love & keeping you in my prayers.

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