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  1. True on difficult but must say it has gotten less so. Some would argue this is acceptance and healthy while others would say it is avoidance and denial. I would say it is a little of both. I no longer feel slayed, like I want to stay in bed and cry, or cut myself or whatever. No need to go somewhere alone, have a memorial tribute, buy a cake and eat it by myself, make donations in her name. I feel only an overwhelming sadness at times. I sent her my usual yearly message and the day goes on. I do intend to finalize the plans for the teen parent scholarship foundation I have been working on but even that is turning more into a piece of my work/my beliefs and less about her.

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