â€œProcrastination is like masturbation. In the end you're just screwing yourself.” – Unknown

Boooked my flight for Cleveland this a.m

Now if I could only stop being so avoidant about my presentation.

I really need to get working on that.

I am being consciously avoidant.  I want the presentation to be perfect, impactful, meaningful and yet to do that to any degree I have to dig into my story, tell my story, feel things, think about things I work hard at avoiding.


Just ugh.

And no, Margie, I am not rethinking this. I am perhaps OVER thinking it.

4 Thoughts.

  1. 🙂 LOLOL, we are in the same place. This is hard stuff, really hard stuff.
    I’m getting there, slowly but surely, and as I wade back through time, it’s beginning to take shape in my head. I’ve been blogging through it – dead boring posts, but important. Much of the detail is fuzzy, and just getting the timeline correct is a challenge.
    We will get there, I know 🙂

  2. I am sure that it will be absolutely perfect. Your a very brave girl to dig up all those old feelings and present the dark side of adoption to the world. My thoguhts are with you. Good Luck with your presentation.

  3. When will you be in Cleveland? What is the presentation for? I live near Cleveland and would love to hear your presentation.

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