Queensryche, one of my favorite bands, has a song titled "Silent Lucidity". Its good. You should check it out.
I thought of it today when I thought of my own Silent Stupidity. I want to write my daughter a letter. Just chatter. Whats going on with her brothers, about my novel writing course, my latest hair color, general family news.
But I cannot.
I am afraid.
She wont appreciate it. It will make her mad. It will make her be mean to me again.
How stupid am I?
To be afraid of my own child?
So yeah, silent stupidity.