An anniversary is a time to celebrate the joys of today, the memories of yesterday, and the hopes of tomorrow.  ~Author Unknown

This coming Saturday will mark three years since I was last in a room with my daughter but could not touch her, talk to her or look at her. Three years since I had to leave my first born child for a second time.

Its kinda freaking me out a bit.  I can still remember the panic attack, feel the hot tears dripping down my face along with the pain in my chest caused by the deep heaving cries I expressed in my car.

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