“Stress is basically a disconnection from the earth, a forgetting of the breath. Stress is an ignorant state. It believes that everything is an emergency. Nothing is that important. Just lie down.” – Natalie Goldberg
A week or so ago, my ehbabes site was hacked. I had an insecure php script. Interestingly, I learned of the hacking via google alerts. I have an alert set up for my site and google alerts found and notified me of the bad, hacked script via a search. I was amused and pleased.
But its taking longer than I want. I have had issues with my site, had to wipe the db a few times, reinstall JOOMLA and mysql db just keeps fighting me. I called in the help of my ISP. They dont support JOOMLA of course but they have been very helpful on the backed with the db. Additionally, the JOOMLA forums have been equally helpful.
This has been keeping me up at night. Seriously. I did not lose any data, I have my entire search registry, the static pages, I have not lost any critical data. Yet I worry, ridiculously, needlessly, continually, that during the days my site has been down, OMG, maybe a mom, or an adoptee from EH might have actually reconnected if my site had been up.
Clearly I need to chill a bit. There are a enough Net breadcrumbs of me and my Kurtz connections that someone searching for EH or other Kurtz network could certainly find me. Yet, I stress.
Off I go back to JOOMLA land…